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  1. Sounds like you've had a busy week. I just wanted to let you know that we can all tell that you're still in there. Hope you find ways to let go, live authentically and enjoy the summer till you make June herself sweat.

  2. Hi, I have been reading your blog for sometime now and it seems to me that you are in a place that I have been myself and at the time didn't realize it. Dare I even suggest with sincere concern that you show all the signs of being Depressed.One tries to carry on with things that one enjoyed before but now holds no pleasure. I do hope that you are able to talk freely with someone about where you are at at this point in your life. I know that most of your readers may be too polite to mention that you may have the big "D", but one only has to read between the lines to see that you are hurting.You are so much more then these events in your life as hurtful as they have been, they don't define who you are, who you want to be.Be kind to yourself and take care.

  3. …I too have once felt that creeping sense of unreality, it's so wierd but you've explained it beautifully, almost as though you are not yourself but a character skipping through events in a film, a character you dreamt up, or did you??
    I'm with you on sudoko and Brad Pitt, he has such odd flared out nostrils, not at all attractive, glad it's not just me that dares not to fancy him!
    Don't forget we are all here, wishing you and your lovely Finn all the best things in the world x

  4. hope you are ok-
    i mean,
    in spite of not being ok-
    hold on to the things that do make sense-
    this will pass-
    it just always feels like it never will.

  5. Maybe this is the part of that 7 year cycle you mentioned earlier.
    Just hang in there and enjoy the ride and be true to yourself.
    (((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))

  6. By god, what was the conversation about that "caused shock to roar through your veins, perforating your eardrums like the outraged shriek of a newborn baby"????

  7. chill out baby, do what you need to do right now. This shit will pass real quick. relax and let big daddy cool fill you with hope baby.

  8. Please come to my house for a play date…I promise we will eat only forbidden things( small portions of everything), drink the best of wine and lemon water, watch the funniest movies and laugh like crazies, we can run through the sprinklers in the old town park,lie in the sun and turn pink, eat water melons that are so cold and sweet they make our jaws hurt, eat nothing but silver queen corn on the cob with butter for dinner and have two helpings of homemade peach ice cream for dinner ..and if you can’t come to my house for a play date please call some one who is a true riot to hang out with, but a sensitive soul no less, and get your self out of the house at once…let joy in sweetie…thinking good thoughts for you…take care and know that so many of us who adore you are sending love.

  9. Alison, Lovey, I could "almost" swim over to give you a big Missouri hug…. Things get much better than this… and don't stare at yourself in the mirror when you are like this… it isn't helpful and that "other" in the mirror takes on a persona and terrifies the bits out of you… yeah, been there before… I still wonder about that wild eyed despairing creature that stretched out her soul to take mine… I left her in that mirror and chose a better path and I know you will too… Finley isn't in that mirror….. and so you must not go there either… Love you… Gayla

  10. Life is hard sometimes, isn't it?
    Being alone is better than being with the wrong person. Really. It might not feel like it at the time.
    You are in my prayers, even all the way over on this side of the ocean.

  11. I have been reading your blog for sometime now and it seems to me that you are in a place that I have been myself and at the time didn't realize it. Dare I even suggest with sincere concern that you show all the signs of being Depressed.One tries to carry on with things that one enjoyed before but now holds no pleasure. I do hope that you are able to talk freely with someone about where you are at at this point in your life. I know that most of your readers may be too polite to mention that you may have the big "D", but one only has to read between the lines to see that you are hurting.You are so much more then these events in your life as hurtful as they have been, they don't define who you are, who you want to be.Be kind to yourself and take care.

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