While Mimi makes targets for the year ahead, this year, like last, I will be making Personal Promises.
Looking back I see now that I am perhaps a little more battle scarred than I was last year. I made three promises, that in retrospect I think I may have abused a little bit:
I promise to be kind to myself.
And lo and behold I was. Too kind to myself. So kind I didn’t force myself to get off my bum and actually do the things that would make me feel better: so kind that I abandoned the pleasure/pain principle altogether, and didn’t force myself out of my comfort zone for longer than a moment.
I promise to cultivate the art of delayed gratification.
HA.HA. HA. I WANT IT NOW!!!
I promise not to shy away from commitment.
Oh at last. A promise I made, kept and even kind of excelled at. I didn’t have an affair with the postman. I turned up here at
So what’s new for 2006? Without wanting to sound too philosophical, I think I’ve learnt a lot about myself this year and my new promises are specifically concerned with attempting to fix all those things that I believe are compromising my ability to reach my authentic goals…
I promise to keep things simple.
I am in the habit of making things complicated. Meals, housework, websites…
If I can make twice as much work for myself as I need to, then wouldn’t you just know I’ll go out my way to triple it. It isn’t a good thing. I end up exhausted and dissatisfied, which is downright ludicrous, when I could apply my energy and skills to one or two things, do them really well and thereafter stop over-promising and under-delivering: thus….
I promise to stop over-promising and under-delivering.
I don’t know why I do it. I talk things up. Get the whole world excited, then feel overwhelmed and beat a hasty retreat away from other peoples expectations- letting nice people down and feeding my self belief that I am utterly hopeless at seeing thing’s through. It stops. Right now. From today, if it happens, it happens, but until it does I won’t talk about it. Does that make sense?
I promise to learn to prioritise.
OK so it’s Finn, then Mark, then the house, then
Only time will tell how I do.